Friday, Oct. 03, 2003 - 10:54 pm
Hey guys, this is going to be quick. I'm crashing at Heather's tonight because I'm going to Utah for the weekend. Why? Some school in Utah is installing a chapter and I'm going with some peeps to the ceremony. Fun stuff.
So yeah, I have no game whatsoever. Mel had the balls to introduce herself to Jesse and he kind of looked at me cause I was standing next to her and we kind of made eye contact and he looked like 'is she going to talk' and I had the total deer in the headlights moment. Fucking eh I am so dumb when I'm around hot guys. It's like 'he's just a fucking guy' but my mind is like 'yeah he's just a fucking guy...one that doesn't date girls like you'.
So yeah, that's been really bugging me for the last 24 hours or so. I'm kind of surrounded by happy couples all the time and I miss having someone like that in my life. I've actually never really had anyone that serious before in my life now that I think about it...it kind of makes me sad.
So yeah, Mel & Marc are going to scope out the Orch. party on Sunday after the concert and talk to him. They said they would bring me up in conversation for me. I <3 my friends...oh. Props out to Kai who will hopefully let me borrow either her A) Velcro T-shirt (complete with my new slogan 'you don't know me but you should) or B) her 'I Kiss Better than You' shirt. That should get me some attention.
So today was fun. Moped around with the friends and hung out. I'm all packed and ready to go up to Mormon Town where on the way out I plan to say 'FUCK PEPSI & WAL-MART, NOW BRING ON THE MULTIPLE WIVES' before exiting the state. Wish me luck on getting banned.
CLOTHES: Pajamas
MUSIC/TV: Nada
FEELING: Stupid
Posted by SourGurl
